I.

I figured, sense no one listened to what i had to say,
I'll write my feelings out instead of holding them in and see how,
I feel at the end of the day, no more do i feel acerbity 
I no longer say how i feel
I just sit still and make sure my feelings dont turn belligerently.
I no longer show my feelings, So people can understand me
I no longer date, Just to conversate
 I no longer cry, to show people I'm benevolent.
Being me consist of not knowing, something to adept to
Because people can be beguile
I no longer hang around.